Tag Archive | heart break

When The Heart Cries!

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Bed of solitude underlies,

Mirror searches a virtue in the vice,

Repressed, suppressed, failed unties,

Once again the heart cries!

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Not the first time, these good byes,

Life falls back yet again after the rise,

Fortune plays the same old dice,

Once again the heart cries!

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Away it flies,

To the dark aloof skies,

A little more it dies,

Once again the heart cries!

Till The End !

Broken heart misses a few pieces,

The past haunts, its existence never ceases.

A silent knock settles upon the aching heart,

Will you help me make a fresh start?

 

If I bare my wounds to you,

Will you heal them, rejuvenate too?

Will my depth learn to laugh again?

Will you bear me crack lame jokes and go insane?

 

Will you leave and walk away?

Or will you stay to find a way?

And if I open my heart to you once again,

Will you be there for me till the end?

More Than A Spark in the Relationship

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Eyes shed tears every time they look within, Yet the shattered heart refuses to cry the hidden malign. The promise of forever is a plain white lie, Forever means Convenience all changes when the “spark” bids goodbye.

A spark in the relationship is what is called love, Left alone, abandoned is the heart, when love fails to serve. A fool I was to take love as more than “a spark in the relationship”. A fool to think Love is an eternal bond, an unsaid promise to keep.

Standing right besides you in all your battles, I promised never to leave your hand, You left me when my life was low, this wound will never mend. Do I deserve someone like you, asks my deepsunk heart. And there is a big laughter, I am glad that we fell apart.

My love survived, yours did not because you never loved me, I rather be alone than be with someone for whom loving me “doesn’t come naturally” Grateful to life for untying the knots, the threads of which were never strong, True love survives and stays together, even when things go wrong!

Two Lessons

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Static. I stare.
Finite horizon. Memories the waves wear.
Setting Sun. End closer.
Parting eases with a closure.

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Final words by the Sun.
A small sorry. Resent undone.
Waves flow smoother. Relationship real.
Don’t run away. Apology is ideal.

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Two lessons learned.
Things could have turned.
If only you were concerned.
If only you were concerned.

I Wonder about the Wonderful World!

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I wonder about the wonderful world,
Is it still there or has it dulled?

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I wonder what am I supposed to feel?
Am I to be happy and move on, or be angry, just a lill?

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Yet, when I look deep down,
There is just another frown.

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A frown telling me , ‘Not Again!’
A frown asking me, ‘Have I not had enough of such pain?’

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And I wonder if my guilt is now set free?
Will it? Can it ever be?

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I wonder what made you do, what you did,
Did we both deserve such an extreme deed?

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I wonder about the wonderful world,
Is it still there or has it dulled?

It’s All Okay!

“Contribute to the conversation”,
Wandering silence to deserts of isolation,
Maintaining the listening illusion,
Reality an inexplicable hallucination!

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Outside looking in,
Smiles, good clothes, enthusiasm of a sin,
A closer look within,
Devoid, vacuum, nothingness from a lin!

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Morning, once again, wakes up in despair,
Grief hidden under gloss, mascara, and the flawless hair,
Fake mask unable to hide the repressed mirror’s stare,
Over the scattered pieces, “Its all Okay” I wear!

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Trying to laugh it off, efforts a pity,
Being strong, enacting is the sole key,
Smile and say “Its all Okay”, trying to be carefree,
Reality reflected in my poems, only time when I am The Real Me!

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Half – A – Heart to Share!

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Half – A – Heart to Share!

A vast ocean of difference has taken its curve,
An ocean which can be spanned only by bridge of Love,
From your side, I find the Love nowhere,
I rather be alone, then be given Half – a – Heart to share!!

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You – I don’t blame!
This is ‘you’ – the same you will ever remain,
My heart aches; it’s tired of hiding its despair,
I rather be alone, then be given Half – a – Heart to share!!

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I have sunk in deep waters before saying ‘Lets end! ’
The wounds are sharp; Even your caress cannot amend!
It’s hard on heart; but I realize you just don’t care,
I rather be alone, then be given Half – a – Heart to share!!

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My feelings have stopped sensing for you,
It’s over now; Pink has turned to Blue,
Your initials from my name I have to tear,
I rather be alone, then be given Half – a – Heart to share!!

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You are a wonderful person; I accept without much ado,
The blissful joy you gave me I just cannot overthrow,
Fault not yours or mine; we just don’t go together as a pair,
I rather be alone, then be given Half – a – Heart to share!!

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I cannot say I don’t love you anymore,
Your indifference forces my soul to roar,
In different directions moves our ‘air’,
I rather be alone, then be given Half – a – Heart to share!!